Is it my fault for being so stupid that u have to nag at me everyday.
Seriously, one day just get out of my life and let me do what i want
And u will say, i did! i did what i can to get out of ur life already
Nw just give me what i want and i will go away

Hey, but i want u to give me a break
JUST LIKE A DAY OR STH
stop talking to me already
everyday hearing u nag can be a dread
Do u noe that?
If u continue, i may even ask
Hey, can i drop out of school
can i stop studying
can i just go to where ever i want to and STOP FOLLOWING ME AROUND!

Please even animals nid a BREAK!
If i dun study i can dun retain
Just think about it.
Why am i always the one that haf to think what i have done wrong and not u!
U should also try where u have done wrong and not only me
Ya, u r the parent so i HAVE to listen to u!
Whatever, just get out of my life and stop controling me
It's just too tight.. that i can't even breath
SO JUST GET AWAY AND STOP NAGGING
OR.. I WILL JUST BREAK DOWN ONE DAY

woah!
its been lyk 2 days since i m back from chiangrai
had fun there!

bought a pair of shoe in bangkok airport
2500 butt!

yeayea i love the shoe lots!

today went blading funfun!
haah but it rained half way
so we gambled
yup!
then managed to chiong my mangas!
haha!

i had fun with my buds and didn't miss SINGAPORE at all!
oh yea :D
got a new camera 2day :D

On sat, went for chalet with min, tiff and wan to prepare for jenny and ser belated pt celebration
went to parkway to buy the cake and they got me one too :D
haha its tweety.. yea its dam cute :D

yup then went to east coast chalet to settle down and start to get ready for the pt
pumped 400 ++ balloons.. haha it was quite tiring
using the pump was dam tiring so i used my mouth
yup.. tied the balloon was tough too..
haha finger was quite red!
but was worthwhile

then use a story to lie to jenny
then me and wan went to meet jenny, weitingting and inez!
haha yup she wasn't really that angry :D
yup then cycle back to the chalet
haha jenny opened the door then said
" aiya, i hate balloons"
then went to sit on the stairs with tiff and min!

she didn't realised that this was for her!
yup!
then after wan told her she was dam shock!
den she went to the table n saw the cd that tiff bought
she scream!

haha then sang bday song
played water bomb!
after that jenny went back home
then went for mid-night cycling!
yea~

haha! decided to take photo in the middle of the road
then got this group of guys
went pass us then heard a loud noise
one of the bike fell
then the phone all on the ground
yup!

afterwards tiff phone kena spoil abit
she was dam pissed! haha
around 5mins ltr
this two guys came back with my wallet!
haha didn't know one of the guy took my wallet!

kinda funny thou :D
yup then saw ahmad halfway she was dam shock :D
went to buy water!
haha many scary peeps there!
then came back and orhorh!

next morning wanted to watch sunrise
but it was rainning so wan, weitingting and inez
went back to slp after waking me and tiff up, haha!

then prepared for ser's arrival
wait wait wait!
haha then sang her song
talk talk talk
yup then
-few hours past-
waited for wan's aunt
so all of us slept on the ground

while ser at the second floor playing the music
yup
then went to tam mall to play arcade
haha!

2day just stoned at home and play key quest in neopets

haha quite fun :D
yup.. i ♥ pet society in facebook :D
it rcoks! peeps go play it :D
 

I think i am going to transfer school.. haha not joking although it is not funny at all..
yup met mrs goh at 5.30 2day.. haha just kept on crying
nvr gave her an answer.. just lyk walk out of the rm
still crying

then my parents said they are ok
with me transfering
but they wanted me to try out a few days at st.nicks with the sec 2s
but then i said i will think about it.

How i wish time would stop now
study= to lyk not study at all
sucked so much
i really hate my life
just feel lyk falling into a sea and nvr climb back to shore

now my heart is at the bottom of the well
unable to open a  rm for anything
i think i m just gonna transfer and see what my parents say

just afraid ppl will look down on me.
yea
if they approve then i m just gonna say bye 2 my frens
for giving me so much joy and laughter for 2years :D
thanks a lot! really love u guys :D

i m really tired.
just gonna take a break till 14 nov comes

This freaking message spoiled my day.
What the hell la.

Didn't noe had to meet mrs goh 2moro. Shyt i am dam scared. But just let things flow haha cannot really do anything already. Decided to just follow what mrs goh said, dun wish to do any other actions to raise the tention. haha.. i m just too stupid luh, even a end of year also fail so terribly. Just feel lyk quitting school suddenly. But yea.. i m still cool rite? haha i thought that i could still spend another 2 days with 3C but then the freaking message tells me that monday was actually my last day with 3C.. haha kinda sad thou.. but yea i cannot help it rite.

But i still cannot believe my coach knew it b4 hand. But its ok.. even if i noe it i also cannot do anything :D
So.. just hope that things will turn alright!

YOYOYOYYOYOOOOOO!
HAHA! 2day was quite a happy day! BLOOPS.. yup watched movie and stuff kinda boring! so i was lyk playing with vanessa and talking about korean bands they r so cool! haha <3 se7en to the max! omg he is dam good

yup! then went to eat pepper lunch around 3 plus with tiff,wan,ser,florlala and krystal! haha after eatting we gossip a LITTLE! yup just a bit only! then we seperated cause wan and tiff wanted to buy sth then i tagged them lo! haha then went to j8 and bought COMIC BOOK! WOAH WOAH WOAH~ HAHA LOVE THIS PART THE MOST!

yup then came back, mom told me a terrible news. aiya even teng knows it b4 me. What the la~ haah but i think just gonna accept it. Not going to appeal or whatever freak. ahah just dun care alrd! haha! yupp!

SERLINLIN SO NICE! C8 A PANGSTERISM GROUP FOR MEEEEEEEEE!

2day stayed home the whole day was reading manga lyk insance krappy matty!
haha then watched a few dramas
was emo-in a bit cause just suddenly thought of it


i feel lyk breaking down sooner nor later i just kept telling my mum! haha its ok i will accept the fate that has fallen on me but i still can;t i kept thinking of it. Its lyk a burden to me.. it just ruin my life. i dun think i can accept the fact but there is nth i can do. I dunwan to leave 3 charity 08 i dunwan. i just want to be part of the class. I dunwan to haf a new environment or new frens or new teachers. i just want it to be the way it is. I think i will just break down on the day when i comfirm the fact. Now i am kinda depressed already. Trying to do some maths made me think that.. aiya since u retaining do for what not lyk any teachers is going to care about it. I really think that it sucked. It just sucked that my life is a mess. I want to be promoted with my frens, i dun care about the results i dun care whether if i did badly in sec 4 and go to ITE. I JUST DUN CARE! I JUST WANT TO PROMOTE WITH MY FRENS, IS THAT SO DIFFICULT?!

I really enjoyed the times i spent with 3charity. The two whole years that u all have given me was fun! I really appreciated it. But i really wish to spent another year with u guys but i dun think its possible. But i really am happy to known u all. u all are my happy times.

SIGNING OFF
PANGSTER

haha! 2day met tiff in the morning to go school 2gether..
was late for 20mins so quite good
yup then had maths phy lit
omg lit was sure boring
ms jocob made me fall asleep but i was trying to stay awake

haha then went for trng then went to amk hub with tiff
reading a few mangas just now
realised that mangas are amazing
haha shall catch up on somemore!

SIGNING OFF
PANGSTER

♥♥♥

haha! 2 day had 3 hours for chinese AGAIN!
kinda boring so decided to listen to music
and i feel asleep after that

yup so after chinese had trng
but i was kinda sleepy
slept in class till around 2 plus
then went for trng
was late for a few mins

haha but its ok i guess
li pms me 2day cannot stand it
i was lyk want to pms dun pms on me

haha but realised that she is going back next week for a few days made me quite happy
as in not the kind that want to chase her
but happy that she can go back

yup after trng went to amk with tiff
she bought sausage from NTUC
that is her second home!
haha everyday also go there

thinking about it this days
hais but its ok :D
happy stuff happy stuff!

haha thanks tiff for making the cake for me
but actually there was leftover then think for me rite?!
but its ok i appreciated it! <3


SIGNING OFF
PANGSTER
ALWAYS ROCKS

2day was a boringgggggg day!
haha had chinese for lyk 3 hours totally killed my in an instance
yup.. slept awhile then woke up again

then had maths and physics
after school went to catch a movie with tiff and wan
CONNECTED! haha kinda nice show



barbie and tian le so hot <3
they should be 2gether men!

cool show to start with.. but wan kept insisting the show
wasn't nice until the end.
haha!
BUT THEN! ZOMG
there was this girl who kept screaming in the middle of the show
when the person kena shot she scream
the person kena caught she scream
bob guy almost died she scream

as well ask her go watch a horror movie
she can scream all the way she lyk la
kinda noisy.. but was quite funny

www.onemanga.com
the best place for reading mangas it rocks!

zomg next friday is reaching ><

HAPPY BDAY SERLINLIN!

took this picture from ur blog
cause i don't have ur pic :D

went to white sands and walk walk b4 going to the park where my siblings take their lessons.. yup! my leg was wrapped out so i did some cycling! haha.. then read manga and played psp!
then went for my grandma's bday party quite exp 45 bucks, haha but can eat all u lyk so my parents and my uncle ordered a lot, then my bro also eat until dam shuang. haha!

2moro going to vivo to watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3!!
so excited, haha! can't really wait for the show! :D

Haha! this morning went to wrap my leg cause its still pain due to the fact that i fell from the beam :D
Yup, then went to weitingting's church in the afternoon, haha made some new frens, quite fun! but when there's a high song, i cannot jump so it was quite sad :D
Yup, then went night safari with Tiff, weitingting, cara, ahmad, BOB, frances, sanchia (i think its correct spelling), jia en, wendy and vanessa! haha quite fun.. took tiff's car with weitingting! reached around 7.30 waited till around 8 then went to queue up for the HALLOWEEN TRAM RIDE! ZOMG! lots of ppl! haha.. then sat with andrea, cara and Alexiaa. Yup then waited for the ppl to scare, realised that the front part was all the animals so i felt asleep a little then nearly at the end.. there's some ppl scaring!

HAHA! quite funny :D laughing all the way, so many peggys' guys :D then went for trail walk, walk half way got seperated, Frances and sanchia went home first then alexiaa went home around 10.40.. yup, walked to the front with andrea and bob to wait for the others, then took some pic.

haha! there were so many ppl, then the buther guy eyed on cara, ahmad and bob! chase them around a few times then he got bored! ahmad was actually screaming lots! haha but was quite fun! yup then waited for tiff and the rest for awhile as andrea, ahmad, cara and bob left first! haha! then took tiff's car back home!

There was a bus behind us and we didn't realised until they horn us! haha.. tiff's father was dam funny! came home around 12 plus to 12.30 :D






GUIGUI&WANGZI ♥♥♥

WOAH~ 2day was fun.. had lessons in primary block reminds me of the time when i was still a primary kid. HAHA! Forgotten to go and tell the dental again! i think i will be getting a huge scolding! haha.. no trng 2day was surprising so went to j8 with tiff and ate pastamania AGAIN! everytime also eat this with her!

so.. reading on a new manga now! haha..
played audi with tiff just now quite fun
and weiting says she will miss me, <3 me and dream of me! haha so sweet of her! YEA~





WANGZI AND GUIGUI ♥♥♥